I never thought I would miss you so much.

I never thought I would miss you so much. I mean, you’re just my best friend. Nothing more, nothing less. But why does it hurt so much?

At first, I thought it was nothing. It’s just a little crush and I will be over it but I guess wrong. I never thought I would fall for you. You saw it coming, don’t you? But you didn’t do a thing. And you left me there, my heart shattered.

Days passed. I don’t see you anymore. I miss you. I miss you so much. Maybe this is the right thing for both of us. To not see each other again.

I didn’t see this coming. All of the firsts we’ve done together, all the joyrides and the trips to the police station. I will never forget that. I’ve heard you got a girl now. Even if you don’t see me as your girl  best friend, don’t you worry. I will forever love you. Even if you don’t.


To That Person I Fell In Love With When the Timing Was Just Not Right

Thought Catalog

First of all, let it be known here and now that I did love you. I was only ever cold to you that one time because I cared too much. I didn’t know how I was supposed to act when you heightened such a keen sense of passion in me. I could never think normally when I was around you. Some say that infatuation is different from love but what I felt for you bordered in between. I loved you despite your faults but I also crushed on you like you were the best thing since coffee. You woke me up. You did wake me up.

I was raised by vintage Harlequin books that I used to secretly read when my parents weren’t around. I used to believe that love was breath-taking, consuming and potent – it was all these things and more. Love has the ability to break you…

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